Saturday, February 19, 2011

Storms a-brewin'


A typical Melbourne sky. Cloudy/clear/hot/cold/all kinds of messed up.

Still not quite sure what to do with it all. But the hint and promise of clear skies keeps my mind clear and motivation high.

All will be well.

K. x

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

And so it begins...

With 15 minutes left on my internet access, here's a brief update on my journey to wherever.

Work by MISO

Arrived in Melbourne yesterday to a cool 22 degree evening. Settled in, somewhat, and feeling odd. I can't really ask for more at the moment.

Tried to familiarise myself with the city by walking the streets without a map. I ended up walking in circles, of course, but sometimes you have to do things a few times before you remember them.

Apparently it's not as easy to automatically switch to New City Mode. I feel like I've just re-entered high school at the lowest rank. As if everyone that looks at me knows I don't belong here...yet.

That's ridiculous, obviously. But I've come to terms with the fact that it's gonna take more than a couple of days to use my self-belief and hidden confidence to their utmost.

In the meantime I am rediscovering what it feels to be in your own company, in a new place, with little else to rely upon. What I do have, however, is the desire to build the life I believe I deserve. One that I've always dreamed of and one that is worthy of telling my grandkids about.

Ignoring the fact that I may never feel the need to have children. So at least one that is worthy of telling my sisters' grandkids about.

Big things will come. Because I will call them to me.

K. x